Sitting here at the beach feeling alone but in the crowd.
As if time has stopped, not allowing sound to pass or people to move.
I see movement but do not comprehend it.
I hear noises but then again no I don't.
Because all I can see is her. Everytime she moves, everytime she speaks, everytime she is there I find that I can't give attention to anything else.
It is only later when she is gone do I understand what all of this means, it means
I am in Love.
How is it, one finds himself wondering,
That it is hard for a good man to find a wonderful lady?
To talk to, to cuddle with, to release the furry of emotions with on each other,
Only to find that she wants only to be fooled by someone who is cuter and fakes emotion?
To be used, hurt, and thrown away only to think later why she only attracts the worst of men.
There is no such thing as love, he thinks.
How is it, one finds herself wondering,
That is is impossible for a intellectull such as herself to find a decent man who wants something more than a physical relationship?
To talk to, to hang out with, to go and actually care about her l
I don't know,
what words I should say,
which way I should act,
how actions can complicate.
The way I feel.
Now I can never know,
the words you've never said,
the feelings never shared.
The pain I now feel,
will never heal.
Now I must go,
and try to forget,
The things I have felt.
The things you have said.
And I now find,
That I should not forget,
and not give up.
So here I sit,
waiting for the chance,
also saying my prayers.
And here I stand,
to change my future.
For better.
For worse.
But not unknown.
The small, soft cries of a young girl could barely be heard,
Not even by a mouse.
She sat on a bare bed in her empty room,
Crying her eyes out.
The only thing that had cared for her layed torn and broken,
Thus causing her fixation.
She tried to fix it,
But her work always failing.
Her needle kept bending,
Her thread always stretching and breaking.
Her parents came in,
Noticing she was gone,
And saw the trouble her doll had caused.
They took it away,
Without a thought,
And disposed of it,
In the fire spot.
Now the little girl had nothing,
Not even a hopeful thought.
Finals are over and I passed! Yay! Plus I may be getting a love life soon as well! Serously... This girl has me head over heals upside down... Well Im abit tiredso Im going to bed. Good night.
Well hereI am sitting at a baseball game watching McNeese get spanked by UTA. Working on an essay for english as well but getting tired of it.
Well gotta go now, theres work to be done!
Hey! I hope you're enjoying that Kim Pine painting. If you could take a picture of it for me if you get a chance, I'd be really happy! I was too busy to make any record of it. Thank you!
So I totally havent logged on in forever, and now just saw your comment I just posted a picture of your painting with the others I have brought from cyphacon. If you want a picture of just Kim, then comment me!